Another one of those...

Hello, this is another one of those emo, depressing, retarded, selfish, LOOK AT ME! rants. So if you don't give a shit, nor don't want me to waste your time, then I suggest you just hit alt+F4 if you're on windows or option+Q if you're on a mac.

Well, don't tell me I didn't warn you.

This is also fueled by sleep deprivation and more than depressing music.



Where did I go wrong? How could this have happened? One mistake and I could've ruined everything. I was only doing what I thought was right. Why was I so retarded?! This is what brought us this close together. This is what finally showed me how much I truly love you; How much I want to be with you; how much I NEED you. Every moment I worry that you'll leave me. And how desolated I'd be. I need you.... Why am I not good enough for you?! Why can't you just forgive me and take me to be yours for all eternity... When did this happen? I've apologized over and over again. I've given you all I can, all I have. I would do anything for you if you asked it... why can't you believe me? Remember everything we used to be, how amazing everything was. How we knew each other so well. Nothing can compare to what I feel for you. It's true... you truly haven't forgiven me... I never meant for any of this to happen. Why did I think that I was right?! What a fool I am. Maybe I should just leave... I seem to just hold that hurt right in front of your face every day. I'm just a reminder of a month. What exactly am I to you? {Deleted portion that was me raging}

I never meant to hurt you.

Just...please....forgive me...